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Grounded! PSH-PA-KAY!

Well out off all of the things that I can't do this week (WoW) I can blog at least. And with out being able to blog today I would still be sitting at the kitchen with my head on a place mat listening to my mom watch New Moon and my dad read the newspaper going crazy and losing my mind. I am honestly tired beyond compare and want to go to bed, but that isn't fun, productive (in a way), and I won't be able to fall asleep as well tonight if I take a nap because I'll probably wake up around 9. So I'll just blog for an hour or so, and trust me I have a short enough attention span that is just long enough to go through eather one or many topics to fill up an hour worth of blogging.

So I wan't to start off with why I got grounded =D!

I'm not a huge fan of church. It's not the funnest thing ever created, and I have had a busy busy week. So this morning I thought to myself "I'M NOT GOING TO CHURCH!" So I got up and did some homework that I'm behind on due to the busy busy week. That got me out of going to church. Mission acomplished! Well once that was all done I thought "well now what.....World of Warcraft". So I do my thing and get everything I needed to get for the time being when my dad comes home from church to get me. DANGIT! He finds me on WoW and wasn't to happy, thus grounding me for a week from WoW. =(.

So starting earlier today I can't play WoW this week. And I'm going crazy. WoW is my sunday activity because there is nothing else to do on sundays, and not being able to play it I have nothing to do. So I watched all of the special features on New Moon and watched it with director commentary. That ocupied some time...but there is still a lot of time left in the day.

Time now is 5:53. In about 7 minutes my cousins are coming over. SHOOT MEEEEE! I HATE family get together things. I don't have anything to do with them. We all like different things but yet we are forced to hang out. I like to be on the computer, this is my place, it is what I do, but I can't when cousins are over because I "need to spend time with them". I don't want to, they don't want to, and we end up sitting around being bored. UGH! That also means I'm going to have to cut this blog short and finish it later. But we will see how it turns out.

So "Once Upon a Mattress" ended yesturday at around 9:30. Sad times. Now I won't have anything to do this week with a lack of WoW and not having any more practices or performances. But it was way fun while it lasted. For some people it was their last performance ever, for others it was just the beginning. I honestly don't know if I will do the Layton play and musical, I'de have to see how things turn out. I like more camera acting than stage acting, well at least the idea of camera acting since I've never been in a movie or on T.V. Stage is too confined for me. All on one place. Having to memorize all your lines at once. No special effects. No fame. But ya gotta start somewhere.

Brief intermission. Cousins arived. BRB.

So the time with my cousins was better than I thought. Still they were here a while but we played basketball and I pwned!

Back to the musical.

The reason I want to be a camera actor and not a stage actor is because camera actors go places and shoot epic scenes and all you have to memorize is the lines for that scene. Its totally my thing. I don't like stage acting (well I like it but not as much) because all of the lines have to be memorized at once, its all in one place, and less people see a stage act. Now "The Mystery Maze" (which everyone should come see) is kinda a mix between those two. You go around to different rooms so that will be way cool. But my biggest dream is to be an actor in movies.

I've watched Twilight 13 times. 3 with commentary, and all of the special fetures and behind the scenes. The reason I've watched it with the commentary is because you get to see the ideas behind everything and some things you wouldn't notice other wise. Out of the 3 times I watched with commentary I learned something new, and with that knowladge I liked the movie more. And behind the scenes you get even MORE information; I'm all about the info. Why I chose Twilight instead of other movies is because they have good behind the scenes and I like the movie. I'm sure Star Wars has good behind the scenes but I don't like the movies that much. Oh have to clarify, I was sick on a Sunday and just put in Twilight because we had just bought the movie and I was bored enough to watch all the behind the scenes and commentary and I instantly loved it. I didn't know there was so much info about a movie that was just right there. It was amazing and makes a movie so much better. But my dad has the record with watching Napoleon Dynomite 6 times on one Sunday with every feture. =D GO DAD!

So comments. What are your big dreams? How many times have you watched a movie and what movie was it? Stage acting or camera? And last but not least: Do you like commentary on a movie?

Well that is my weekly update.

Peace out Girl-Scout!

Love you!

Late Night Weeked Update.

Well this is my weekly update.....hmmm....what to talk about.

Well here is something to talk about. NOTHING happend since my last post. =/ I live a boring life.

Term ended. I came out with 4 A's 2 B's and 1 C....danr Carters class. Not that Carter is a bad teacher...I just don't do so hot in there. Theatre went from a B to an A+ with a total of 108% =D! Yay for extra credit that I didn't realize. Correction to the previously stated grades. 3 A+'s 1 A 2 B's and 1 C. Aparently I had 108% in social dance, which isn't hard as long as you did well on the test. Also in Chior I got 100.11% and barely skimmed not getting another N after working one off and getting written down twice for events that were just bad timing. I pulled Science and English up from C's to B's! Woot. But Carter's went from C to B back to C =(. Mrs. Dickson isn't the smartest of people. You don't put extra credit out of 1, you put it out of 0. So I probably would have gotten 109% for that one point concidering* I had 108.87%. But oh well, its not like it would change anything. What would happen "Oh I see you only got 108% in social dance. Well we don't hire anyone that got less than 109% I'm sorry". Now that would suck.

I forgot the day (probably Thursday), but I got really anoyed at something so I told Tyler "I'm going to ask people for hugs and see how many I get". I got 14 (3 from guys but man hugs count) and I probably could have gotten more but I only asked a few then was satisfied* with 14. I guess it is a P.R though.

And for the coming week I have an All-Day-Play-Practice Monday. They can be fun, or really dumb, but hopefully fun. Then we open Wednesday at 7 and do it Wed Thur Fri Sat at 7 and matine* at 2 on Sat. So everyone should come and see it so you can see me in a poofy shirt! And watch me do a goofy dance! AND SING A LINE SOLO! You wont see me in any of act 2 because I'm not in it. Except the fanale*, but everyone is up their and its not super long. You still should come see it. Also come see Myster Maze that my theatre class is doing. I don't know the dates yet though.

I finaly learned how to turn on and off overwrite just barely. Wish I woulda known that earlier.

Well I REALLY need to get some sleep. I'm behind on it.

Peace out girl-scout!

Love you!

I have time. (just a quick update)

New thing for my blog! If there ever is a * after a word that means I'm not sure on spelling and I'm sorry if it is wrong and you stumble on a word. I've gotten some comments on my spelling. I will try to do this on every post. Thank You!

Well since (LOOK I SPELLED IT CORECTLY! and if I spelled it wrong I FAIL!) my dad kicked me off of WoW and I don't have any homework because I totally Aced a test in Carter's today, and I have half of math class to do my math that is suppose to be for the assignment I'm talking about, and since its the end of the term and everything has already been turned in, I'm going to write on my blog. And that means all of you great people out there are going to be able to read another post of mine! YAY!

First off I'm going to be the true nerd I am! =)

So yesturday afternoon at around 4 I got Tyler's WoW charecter to LVL 80! EPIC! And ever since then I have been running through every dungeon possible to get gear. My guild is pretty much THE SHIZ so they are helping a LOT! Now our plan is for me to get the all mighty, the one I love so much but lost, the one who puts the WAR in warrior, and also the NOO in noob, KAGGOR! (que EPIC WoW music!)

Tyler was looking at all of the cool things I did with his DK (death knight) and said "dude if you get Kaggor back and will run with me I might play WoW again. Maybe not, and you can still play Snowbasin whenever you want". Well my plan is to get Kaggor back (latest time is summer but that would suck and I'm shooting for earlier. But I should really finish out the school year good and work on "The Mystery Maze" wich I will talk about later in this post) and totally pimp him out. Now this might sound crazy to some, and a huge relief to others, but with the new expansion coming out for WoW and how far behind I am compared to everyone else, and plus I can't get into the HUGE raids due to parental smack downs.....I might be coming to the end of WoW. I know, crazy. But its something I have to consider. (dad just because I said that doesn't mean I for sure will and it doesn't mean you can force me to not play it any more...this is MY desicion) But until that day I will be pimpin out some charecters and blowin through dungeons. (I need tank gear for Snow and Kag).

Item number 2 that I am TOTALLY stoked about!

MYSTERY MAZE!

This is our semester project in Theatre 2 we are doing and let me tell you it is THE SHIZ! Now its really hard to explain so I'll do a quick run down. It is split into thirds (so if you want the WHOLE story you will have to come 3 times) and its environmental theatre. So basically we use everything around us and act as if there is no audience. Anyway what you will do is you will choose a set of charecters to follow through this "maze" and you have to find out who the heck is killin' who. EPIC! It's going to be SOOO fun. Mainly because I have a charecter part, which I thought I wouldn't get because Kennedy is "Student Director" (no offence to Kennedy) and she doesn't really like me....says I'm majorly anoying.....but there is a LONG story about that. I don't mind if she hates me, she can do what she wants, but I wouldn't mind being friends. So sence she doesn't like me and she is "Student Director" I thought she would for sure not give me a part, but I guess Lourerio* liked me enough to give me a part...maybe it was Ken, that would be cool too. And when Ken was reading the names I was thinking "Well she might hate me just enough to not give me a part" so I wasn't really paying attention until I hear her spit out "Jason" with venom in her voice. Which made me laugh. Sorry I'm going off about Ken so much but she has to do with why I didn't think I would get a part, and why I'm SO STOKED I did.

So now I need to memorize memorize memorize my lines. I'm currently just reading through the whole thing because I don't have my script that I can put marks in, I have the loaner one. Now I can memorize things somewhat well, like poems for instance, I memorize the night before and I've passed all of them (with some help). But I've never had to memorize actually play part lines (except for the scenes* we are doing which I dont fully have down) so I don't know how well I will do.

So for Comments down below (I LOVE coments guys). If you have any tips, tricks, or advice to memorizing play lines I will gladly listen to what you have to say. (you do not need an acount to comment on my blog, just hit the Anonymous button and it should work)

Also if you like my blog and want to read more hit the follow button if you have an acount. Its free and you will see all of my posts. If you don't you can always check any time, though there might not be a new post every time you check.

Peace out girl-scout!

Love ya!

WoW weekend!

So sence I realized I could get really close to lvl (short for level) 80 on Snowbasin I planned a WoW weekend. It started last night with me getting to lvl 78 and finding a good place for me to quest today (saturday) and tomorrow to get to lvl 79. Once there I do some things during the week and by next weekend he should be lvl 80!

Now if I go REALLY fast I could get to lvl 79 today and 80 tomorrow...boy that would be amazing. But sence my parents don't like me playing it hours on end I really don't think that is possible =(.

So this weekend I plan on isolating myself to the computer...nothing new I guess =).

And hopefully once the play is over I can get Kaggor back. Boy how I miss Kaggor.

Now sorry if you don't know really anything about World of Warcraft and you just read that, I just wanted to say I'm going to be a hermit this weekend and don't want to be bothered.

Peace out girl-scout!

Love you!

Blog Plans.

Off topic, but first I want to mention if another person comments on my spelling (which I know is horrible) I will sock 'em right in the kisser! Honestly people! I don't have a spell check on my blog (which I don't know why not and if you can tell me how to get one please do because it will greatly help) and I don't want to take the time to go through and check everything. I just want to type something and get my point out there and move on.




Soooo back onto the subject of my "Blog Plans".

Plan number 1: I will post something new at least once a week. You can generally expect it late Friday, sometime Saturday, or a little later Sunday. I feel if there are some people checking my blog for updates I don't want you to check all the time to find I haven't put anything up. And I might also throw something in late one weeknight, just to give you guys a special gift.

Plan number 2: I'm actually going to put a point to every post. I had 3 posts that I put up one night that were WAY too random and had NO point to them. I honestly was worried that I was on crack. So sorry for those 3 in a row. It was late one night and I hadn't had much sleep the 2 previouse nights due to homework I had to crank out. Sorry.

Plan number 3: If I can be smart enough to figure out how to put links to subjects so there is a "mini-blog" for different things I may talk about. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sence but I'll try to explain. I don't want just a main page of everything I post, I want different pages for different subjects. So if someone likes to read my many rants they can go to a page where I just post rants, or maybe someone wants to hear about just my every day life they can go to a page with all of those posts on it. Maybe someone wants to read about my latest crush or crush-s or in general my experiences with my lady friends they can go to a page with those. And for all the nerds out there like me, a World of Warcraft page talking about my WoW experiences and the latest stuff I've done (though I doubt I will get any readers for that page).
Now this plan may throw off my schedualed posting plan number 1 but it will make it so my friends that don't want to read about WoW wont have too.
Please coment if you know how I could do plan number 3 and also how I can put a spell check on my page.

Thank you!

Peace out girl-scout.

Love you!

We are men, and we can change, if we have to...we guess.

To those girls out there that get pissed off at guys odds are you have every right to do so.

Oh just to clarify this is in a general sence and not pointed towards any specific person...soo this is towards everyone.

Have you ever heard the man prayer? Well if you haven't I'll share it. "I'm a man, and I can change, if I have too...I guess." Originated from the "Red and Green" show that is how men think.

"Ah ya I can change" and we may do it for a while but we fall under the same patturns eventually.

I'm not saying that we will never change, because with the right drive and determination and a goal we can, but without that we can't. And I guess that goes for everyone.

Now to the girl that goes "Oh dear...that ended that" and then to have you guy go "AH..BUT..NO..SEE...HMM" we really don't have an excuse. We messed up, therefor you can be mad no matter how unfair the guy thinks it is.

Now to guys we need to, but hardly ever do, realize that a girl can get mad, and she is watching you. Always watching you. Like a stalker...but not in a stalker was. Not that she wants to see you slip up...just that she is making sure you don't, or if you do she can make sure you don't get away with it.

Now talking to girls. Guys are in a general sence dumb. We don't understand you, never had, never will, and I'm pretty sure Jesus doesn't fully understand you guys. (no offence to Jesus). So we might not do everything you want. Im sorry =(. We may try but we may fall short. And good job to the guys that actually do what a girl wants and makes that special girl happy =) because there are guys capable to do that for ever girl.

Well that is my thought for today.

Peace out girl-scout.

Love ya.

Ahh the weekend. and this time I'm not sick!

Well aside from my all favorite web browser breaking on me, and having to use the all retarded Google Chrome, I am just fantastic!

As the words to a very good song would say...

"I FEEL FANTASTIC! And I've never really felt as how I do right now, except for maybe when I think about how I felt that day, when I felt that way, that I do right now"

Though the song is kinda about taking a bunch of med pills if you look past all of that and just look at the chorus (which is up there) its FANTASTIC!

Ever since Thursday I've just been extremely amazing! And today (Friday) has been really good too! And right now I'm chill-laxin on the computer and listening to some music. Also randomly yelling "HINDU" which is oddly really fun, even some of my friends have tried it and they love it =).

I've just had the time to absorb everything good in life! And there is so much good in the world. Why do people dwell on the bad so much? That ain't fun.

Now about my random writer frenzy last night I blame lack of sleep. And I started thinking to much, and about the bad in life.

But now I'm all goody goody goody.

Well its a Friday and I really need to find something to do.

Have fun, stay safe, and may your pants always be dry!

Peace out girl-scout!

Love you!

1 more thing in this series of 3.

Not to brag but I am pretty much the shiz. I have a mind capable of anything. I just have to use it.

People tell me all the time I am going places, and I tell myself that too, so I will be going places.

Just watch for me to be on the cover of every newspaper in America and parts of Canada.

I need to put my random thoughts out there...

Ok I just posted something but I'm posting another...just because I have no limit to how many posts I can put on. Now this one is more towards the reader....which....should be you but I may be wrong.

I love those extremely random thoughts you get that are like "oh ya man woh" and you feel like a hippy (maybe you dont).

But a lot of the times mine are a huge urge.

This is what got me thinking about random thoughts.

I had the biggest urge to make a showball...and light it on fire.

Just a HUGE urge!

Random.

Ok, but those are the things I live for. It makes me realize I haven't fallen into some sort of pattern that the government has set out to put on us all like we are brain washed. It means I can still freely think anything I want. And it in general makes life fun.

2+2 doesn't always have to equal 4, just make it something else.

Ok so I dont have the best quotes in the world that people post on their wall or write in their journal...unless they are talking about me and somehow it ended up to be really funny...but other than that, Its not that I try to make an insperational quote that everyone loves, I more try to make a quote that someone might see.

This all makes sence in my head just to let you know.

And thats how a lot of my life is...and I guess everyone else's I guess. If my thoughts made sence to everyone I would be like "el numero uno". But it doesn't. I just have a far superior, more creative, no limit mind. Not in scholastic smarts but in reaching out there smarts. I have Tyler for the smart smarts.

I think my mind is on some sort of frequencey that is about here *virtual point* and everyone else thinks on a level thats about here *different virtual point* then you have the crazy people that are way over there.

Sometimes I get mad that other people are understanding my way of things, or that I cant explain it good enough for other people to get it. It happens a lot.

Anyway.

See how this post hooked a total left?

I don't dwell on things, and if I do not for very long.

So Im going to end this.

Rundown~~~
I can't really get people to understand my random, yet totally logic, thinking.

When internet is slow and homework is a mess. Well thats when it gets fun.

*gently hugs computer and patts the monitor* Im back baby don't worry. It will be ok. I promise I wont leave you again like that.

That was my awkward moment with my computer. Not as awkward as with Edward, but who wouldnt kiss him?

Ok I'm shaking, its odd, a cold shake, mixed with full of energy, mixed with excitement, mixed with I didnt get much sleep last night and I'm reaching the point where you go loopy...just before where you have a random energy spaz and afterwards everything is hilarious.

I have a bromance with a cardboard cutout...and I like it (in a totally im joking with the whole thing way)

Anyway this is my story.

I had to read 200 pages in 2 nights and I am not a good reader. So thats hard for me. In total it was: night number one, 2.25 hours of strait reading, night number two, 3 hours of strait reading.

So for those 2 night...plus every other night where I had to catch up on homework and missing assignments I didnt have much time on the computer. WoW ripped from my hands and Facebook so distant.

Ya it was a blast let me tell you. But a major growing experience.

Honestly I will say I have no clue where this post is going, I just needed to write something after lack of being on the computer. I think I have some problem.

So many things have happend so fast. I got a cold, then all of a sudden, bang boom pow, and I'm still recovering from all the dumbness of a cold and I'm sitting here thinking "uuuuuhhh ok...can you re explain".

But I don't want an explination...I want to go *pointing forward* that way. And when I say that I dont mean to my neighbors house or into my computer (though that would be cool), I mean life forward.

Full speed ahead. All hands on deck.

This is how I roll. When I was in Hawaii the pool at the hotel (though less than 200 feet from the beach I liked more because the beach wasnt really swimable as the pool) had a bunch of jest in it that made a slight counter-clockwise current through the pool. So me being so cool I just floated on my back for about a half hour and just let my body go witht he flow. My parents thought it was hilarious watching me just go in circles like that but I didn't care. I was in my own peacefull place where I could just sit and rest from life. And let me tell you if I could fall asleep floating on my back in a pool without drowning to death I would. I just feel at peace floating on my back in a pool.

Anyway now that I said that I dont know what to say....other than I'm usually talking to myself a lot on here. Because I'm thinking you as a reader don't like reading all of my random jumpy words.

Sure I can put heart into a post but this one is more for me just to replenish my need of the computer.

Anyway.

Peace out girl-scout.

Love you all.